Having faith that things will someday return to normal.....

 It is hard when you are in the middle of a storm (trial) to look forward and have faith that things will be good again.  I know the daily testing of Ben, monitor's going off, seeing him so small and attached to so many tubes etc.  is causing so much stress for all of us. That is the reason I try to look ahead and have faith that someday Ben will be able to join his brother's and Jer in the things they love to do....like watching a football game!

............and reading scriptures as a family.  It is funny how we don't realize how great things were until they aren't so great.  I am so thankful things are as wonderful as they are!  Here's to good day's ahead!  We are having a special fast today (with the Anderson's and Bradshaw's) for this family.  We know that works also!  Prayers and fasting change things!  We are thankful that Andera got to hold been today!  Now just prayers for a good echo cardiogram Mon!