Sunday, March 16, 2014

Back in McAllen for church!



Well..the boys didn't get to see Ben yet!  I felt bad for them and I am not sure when that will happen.  I really can't imagine how tiny he was at 3lb. 3 oz.   because he weighed 4 lb. 5 oz. tonight and I simply couldn't believe he could be so tiny yet so perfect.  I think he looks like Jer, and when Jer would get down by him and say, "It's your daddy.", he would open his little eyes.  I just watched with tears of gratitude streaming down my cheeks as I looked at Ben and Andrea.

Before I got to see him we just got here and took Jake to baseball practice, then we had  a 7:00  stake conference meeting where Jer's ward was the Bishopric that had to present how a ward council is suppose to happen.  He looks so tired. I know that he isn't sleeping well for the short hours he spends at home. It is always hard for mom's to watch their kids struggle, but as I watched him carry on with his church responsibilities, I couldn't help but think this is the reason we have seen miracles.  I am kind of having a hard time not crying.  We have a long way to go with Ben, but because of his goodly parents, somehow I am blessed with an overwhelming peace that all will be well.

I am so very thankful for my testimony and the peace it brings to me.  

This time we are able to be in McAllen to help.  It will be such a happy day when Ben get's to come home!

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