I didn't want to return.....

To this nightmare this morning.  Jer and Andrea are now planning one of 2 funeral's that will be held. We are thinking the one in Mc Allen will be held tomorrow afternoon, but we are not sure when the one in Beaver will be held.  How can they send little Ben back to Heavenly Father late at night and begin early the next morning to plan funeral's in 2 different states.  It is overwhelming.  I know that our Heavenly Father is carrying them.  I know he feels of their sorrow.  I know that earth life is short and that when we return to our Heavenly Father he will make everything fair and right. I KNOW THIS...THEY KNOW THIS....STILL OUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN!