What now?

No we are not the same people we were a few weeks ago, but we will continue to do the same things, and perhaps with more intensity than ever before. 
My dear asst. in YW offered to teach our combined lesson today in YW, but I knew I needed to teach that lesson.   We all must get back to hastening the work of the gospel. 
Do I have a different perspective?  YES!  Do I feel it more deeply?  OF COURSE!  I have 18 beautiful grandchildren, a husband, 3 children with the best spouses, and eternal friends.  I have so much to do in order to be with my many loved ones forever.  Ben will be prayed for everyday in our family and individual prayers.  We will pray that he feels our love for him.....just as we pray for all of our grandchildren.  I will not go back to normal.....that is not possible, but I will go back to posting about all of my children and their families.  I love them all eternally and they are my life.  They are my life because the gospel allows that for me!  I know our Savior is with us...he is carrying us and that is what we need until we can put our feet on the ground and walk again.