Wishing ....

That I had better news.  Our sweet little Ben is still on life support.  They are doing a few different things with his medicine tomorrow that stopped his seizures before they test for brain activity tomorrow night at 6:00.  Shad will get here at 2:00 and we may get the boys out of school a  little early so they can be there when Jeremy, Max, and Shad give him a name and blessing ( like you would do in church).
Tonight was the first time that I had been able to see him since he was taken in the ambulance.  He is just so perfect.  I held his little hand for a long time.  I would have given anything to feel him squeeze my finger like he did when we brought him home.  I don't understand, but we are fasting and praying for a miracle and then leaving it in the Lord's hands.  Our dear friend Ann ( we consider her family) put his name on the Denver , CO Temple prayer roll.  She is not LDS...but she is one of the most Christlike people on this earth.  Thank you Ann for blessing our lives and doing that for us.  We love you!  Tomorrow is a big day.....I wish I could take Andrea and Jer's  pain from them!