Just remembering.....

when Shannon looked like this and trying to decide which one of her girl's look the most like her.  She has been my pillar of strength the past few months.  Thank you for being my "shrink"!  I have needed one lately.  I thought that by now I would be feeling a little bit of normalness...is that a word?.....in my life, but it seems it is harder now than it was before.  When I get depressed, Shannon seems to know just when to call and what to say to help me feel better.  I do know that all of my children and grandchildren need me to snap out of this, and I am trying so hard.  I always said I never wanted to know what this was like, yet our perfect Ben has blessed our lives so much, that I look at having him for eternity and know that someday it will all be worth it....someday.  I am so grateful for each member of our family!!