Who could have ever known?????

How much we love each one of these kids!!!!!  I HAD A BIG PITY PARTY FOR MYSELF YESTERDAY.....THEN LAST NIGHT SARAH  BRADSHAW (BRADY'S WIFE) PERSONAL MESSAGED ME ON FB AND KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR.  SHE ACTUALLY JUST OFFERED LOVE AND SUPPORT BUT IN DOING SO....SOMEHOW I WAS TOUCHED TO KNOW THAT IT IS OK TO GRIEVE....AND HAVE BAD DAYS....BUT I STILL HAVE 6 CHILDREN AND 18 GRANDCHILDREN TO KEEP THE COMMANDMENTS FOR AND I CAN'T DO THAT IF I LOCK MYSELF IN THE HOUSE AND CRY EACH DAY!  EACH OF THE PRECIOUS CHILDREN....INCLUDING BEN BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER....GIVE ME REASON TO DO MY BEST....TO BE A GOOD EXAMPLE, SO THAT PEOPLE WILL KNOW OF MY CONVERSION THROUGH MY ACTIONS.  THANK YOU SARAH!  I LOVE YOU!!