THINKING OF BETTER TIMES.....

THERE IS SO MUCH LOVE IN THIS SWEET BABY THAT WHEN I THINK I MIGHT CHOOSE TO DO SOMETHING WRONG.....I KNOW IF I WILL BE WITH HIM AGAIN (AND ALL OF MY FAMILY)  THAT I HAD BETTER DO BETTER.  OH HOW WE MISS HIM, BUT SOON WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER BECAUSE TIME FLIES ON WINGS OF LIGHTNING.  WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SWEET, SWEET BEN!!!
AMY OAKDEN MATHESON PASSED AWAY A FEW WEEKS AGO.. SHE KNEW SHE DIDN'T HAVE LONG...SHE WEIGHED 55 LBS.  MY HEART HAS BEEN ACHING FOR ALL OF THEM AND I KEEP TRYING TO REMEMBER HER POST FROM JUST A WEEK BEFORE SHE PASSED AWAY.
"SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO LET GO OF THE PICTURE OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT LIFE WOULD BE LIKE AND LEARN TO FIND JOY IN THE STORY YOU ARE LIVING."  SHE BATTLED CANCER FOR 3 YEARS AND SHE HAS A HUSBAND AND 4 YOUNG CHILDREN.  SHE FOUGHT SO HARD TO LIVE, BUT I KNOW SHE WAS THINKING OF THEM WITH THIS POST.  I KNOW THAT'S WHAT BEN WANTS FOR US. I HAVE FELT IT SO STRONGLY.  HE JUST WANTS US TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT AND FIND JOY IN THE STORY WE DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE.